Tuesday, December 21, 2010

well, that's that

I'm pretty sure it is now 11 dpo. My temp dropped to 98.2, my cover line was 98.6. The bleeding is heavier. Looks like I get to spend Christmas drunk after all.

We're doing our traditional solstice celebration tonight, but my heart is not in it. I hope my little girl doesn't notice.

I expected this, but I'm still sad - and so, so angry.

Now I get to go to work and listen to everyone's holiday plans and try not to burst into tears.

12 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear this. (((hugs)))

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  2. oh jen i'm so sorry :(

    sending love xxx

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  3. That plain sucks. I am very sorry.

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  4. :( so sorry Jen, thinking of you today...

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  5. Crap. I am so, so sorry, Jen. Sending hugs to you.

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  6. Shit. I'm just sorry. You are in my thoughts as well.

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  7. Jen I'm so sorry. I was hoping for a different ending. Hope your day at work wasn't too bad. xo

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  8. Sending love. I can't imagine what you must be going through right now.

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