Sunday, July 11, 2010

yet another way my fucking body can kill a baby

High fever around 4 weeks can cause neural tube defect. Fuck.

I haven't taken a test yet, I'm just too sick. Cramps today, so who knows.

I can't do that again. I just can't. Please don't make me.

1 comment:

  1. Oh Jen. I wish there was a way to take this all away from you (and me). I know that constant worry that this will happen again and that facing that choice again will just be too much (I think it will kill me). Please try to focus on taking care of yourself and feeling better. I wish I could send a big pot of chicken soup over to you.

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