I often compose posts in my head when something happens that I want to talk about. I usually create a rough outline of an entire post and then write when I have time and my computer handy.
Lately I haven't gotten past one or two sentences. I need to talk, but I just don't feel like it. I want to be alone. No family, no work, no friends. I don't understand where this is coming from and I can't do anything about it, it is making me really anxious. I feel like I don't fit in my skin.
I mostly wanted to say I'm still around, in case anyone is wondering. I just can't think of anything to say.