This is a chronicle of my journey through birth, death, and adoption. This is where I rest when the road gets too long and lonely.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Dreading going to sleep
I'm very tired. I haven't slept a full night since stopping the ambien. Man, I miss that stuff. I'm too afraid of ending up an addict like my mom to try it again, though. We bereaved mothers really need a chat room. That way all the sleepless ones can get together and chat until we fall asleep, drooling, on the keyboard. I guess I will give bed a try, there is always the benadryl (or the vodka).